Reporting. Met Clara at general office. Then saw Aidil. The concourse is like PACKED. Haha met the awesome babe MEL TAN. Haha. KAHYEEN IS JEALOUS SHE HUGGED ME. xD.
Anyways. Haha saw like my 4E gang and then like random people here and there. The leadership board. Ryson and his soccer dudes. The IP people like Jiang Han, Zhen Feng etc. Yeah (:
PYXIS.
Haha. To be honest, I wasn’t really high the whole day cos like it took me a while to settle down.
And met new friends in P8. (: Our OGLS; De Rong, Eileen, Noreen, Ming Xi. Yeah. And then the freshies; Nicholas, Joanna (spelling?), Jessica, Yuyi (spelling?), Estee, Jun Hao (not our school one), Ling Zhi, Charmaine, Wendy, Mimi & Denise (spelling?)
Yeah. And the cheers and games everything awesome. MASS DANCE. Haha. Seeing Shervin Lim dance makes me wanna laugh. xD.
DAY 2.
More high today. Haha. I was debating Econs and Geog cos the geography teacher seriously made GEOGRAPHY sounds super interesting, like he PACKAGE THE PRODUCT until super good. SERIOUSLY. WAH. Like damn interesting and funny. But I concluded econs (another 2 years of TORTURE!) will be the best choice since its more practical? Yeah. Though its really hard to think I’m going to miss out the fun in geog.
Dry games. And mass dance. And thats that. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
COUNT MULA aka Adeeb.
DANIAL YAP (who keeps forgetting I’ve changed to a temporary number)
and one of my best friends RYSON YAP. Haha. (:
Started listening to Chinese songs ago. I seriously love 林宇中 songs. His love songs are like super super duper duper LOVING. (:
林宇中 (活到一百岁)
glad that one of my good friend is happy in his new school! (:
Tomorrow will be a brand new day for most of the Junior College students and also the Poly students since many will want go to work and stuff.
2009 come and gone. And the first month of January is gone. Seriously.
So just a few RECAP:
1. Lunch with Hafidzhin
2. Lunch/Movie with Daryl
3. O Level Results
4. Posting Results
5. LIGHTNING CHALET
6. 2G Class Gathering
7. 4E Class Chalet
8. SPEEDLIGHT @ KALLANG CAGE
9. NEW SCHOOL
Kinda lazy to update. But very thankful for God for being there for me and giving me a lot of chances. (:
Brand New Day (Fireflight)
I’m waking up
The world is turning
The sun is shining again
I’m holding on
To things I shouldn’t
It’s time to let them go
I’ve been on a losing streak
Hit so hard I couldn’t speak
But when I hear Your voice it fades away
And I can hear You say
It’s a brand new day
The pain goes away
I’m headed for the door
And I’m going home
I’m going home
I’m going home
I’m going home
Your love, it burns
Away my darkness
You guide me when I’m blind
You are the light
That shines inside me
Showing me I’m
So much more
When I’ve been on a losing streak
Hit so hard I couldn’t speak
But when I hear Your voice it fades away
Take me into Your arms
My home lies within Your heart
Well. Title says it out. Things were clarified but it doesn’t mean that everything’s back to normal. But yeah, I wanna make things right. (:
Think before you speak. That’s what I learned.
ANYWAYS. I’m NOT DONE WITH PLANNING. And I’m really tired. Hope I can finish by tomorrow morning before I leave. ARGH.
This one’s for you my friend; who reads this for new music and movies. No matter how many bad days there are, I believe you can overcome them all. So smile. And eat that ice cream. (:
HEADACHE. Planning for chalets and gatherings is HEADACHE. HAHA. But I guess when I see the happiness and smiles on everyone’s faces, I guess I will be happy too. (:
I WAS LIKE FREAKING LATE TO MEET ALDRIN FOR LUNCH. I’M SO SORRY DUDE! Was watching CHUCK. Which was ironically introduced by him. AHAHA. (:
Met Wei Xuan on the bus. And then lunch opposite TJC and then went to school. Walked around for a while and then went home with Yu Da.
Vanilla Twilight (Owl City)
The stars lean down to kiss you, And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly,
But I’ll miss your arms around me
I’ll send a postcard to you dear, Cause I wish you were here.
I watch the night turn light blue, But it’s not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn’t so bad, Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I’ll find opposing new ways,
Though I haven’t slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I’ll sit on the front porch all night, Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don’t feel so alone.
I don’t feel so alone.
I don’t feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I’ll think of you… tonight. I’ll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I’ll forget the world that I knew, But I swear I won’t forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I’d whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.
what’s the point of giving me hope? everything i do never works, i don’t even exist in your world.
Wrecking my brains to plan for 3 different events. Argh. Wish me luck.
SHOPPING WITH MY GOOD FRIEND TOMORROW. But still don’t know where to go leh. Zzz. Haha.
Colbie Caillet – I Never Told You
I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there’s no sunrise Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you I just held it in
And now, I miss everything about you
Can’t believe that I still want you
And after all the things we’ve been through I miss everything about you
Without you
I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine You make it hard to see
Where I belong to When I’m not around you It’s like I’m alone with me
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you I just held it in
And now, I miss everything about you
Can’t believe that I still want you
And after all the things we’ve been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you I just held it in
And now, I miss everything about you
Can’t believe that I still want you
And after all the things we’ve been through
I miss everything about youWithout you
maybe its just me & my stupidity to believe something can actually happen for real.
Ok. Like how often does LIGHTNING come to Hougang?
HAHA. Like once in 6 years. HAHA. Which isn’t exactly a bad thing cos they were in AWE of my room. Haha. And the house. But that’s besides the point.
ANYWAYS. We had P & W. And we had lessons. And Lynn talked to ask about her AGENDAS. So pretty much that. And then we discussed CELL T-SHIRT which I think is gonna come up freaking awesome. PLUS PLUS CELL CHALET. HAHA. (: Which I’m so hyper up about. AND MY CLASS CHALET/GATHERING which I’m rushing to plan now. SO SORRY GUYS!
ANYWAYS (again.) JIA TECK was super funny calling the MACS people. LOL. In the end, we ended up walking there to eat. LOL. All the unglam photos and everything.
OH YA. Daniel was taking video of my robot vacuum cleaner. LOL.
ANYWAYS. After lunch, we came back home. And then we played like MP3 + UNO. And sent them off. Yeah. OK. I GOTTA GO SLEEP. NEED TO EXERCISE SOON!
Lights Off (Jay Sean)
I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired
It’s you that I’m missing It’s like my brain is wired up
and there’s a glitch in my system
You’re like a drug and now my blood won’t stop itching
I’m in critical condition
someone let me out of this prison It’s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I’m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy
That’s why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won’t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won’t take one step
I can’t see what’s coming next losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can’t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can’t see at all (no, oh no)
can’t see at all (at all)
cause it’s like somebody just turned all the lights off
I don’t understand how one minute I just had it all now I can’t reach you cos I’m tied up with this straight jacket on I can’t breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
I can’t see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)
It’s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could have sworn that you are still my baby
I’m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy
That’s why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won’t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won’t take one step
I can’t see what’s coming next losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can’t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can’t see at all (no, oh no)
can’t see at all (at all)
cause it’s like somebody just turned all the lights off
Used to see my world in color girl when you left me it’s like my world turned gray
turn my winter into summer girl
why won’t you help me turn night to day I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t think at all
honestly it feels like I ain’t living no more
can’t say no more, can’t see no more
Baby that’s why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won’t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won’t take one step
I can’t see what’s coming next losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can’t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can’t see at all (no, oh no)
can’t see at all (at all)
cause it’s like somebody just turned all the lights off
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pretending to be happy; when deep down inside i feel like shit.
Had the priviledge of having lunch with the TAEKWONDO CHAMPION. Haha. Not excatly world champion (Ok, he may become one one day. Haha.) with DARYL. Haha. Yes. We haven’t meet up for two years? Except maybe seeing him in VS once or at the SEYTC. Which was an eye opener.
I got lost in AMK Hub. Haha. Because I didn’t know I was actually in it. LOL. Went to Pepper Lunch and had he fill me in with the details of the life in R.I + Taekwondo stuff. Which sounds super cool.
Then we watched JUMP! at Cathay but there was like very little people in the cinema. Daryl rated like 5/10. Haha. I’m ok with the show except that it was more like a recount story rather than a proper movie. So yeah. Happy Ending and stuff. But the dances were pretty much sleek. Haha.
Photos!
STYLO MILO SIO! xD.
Haha. OKOK. I downloaded Left 4 Dead. Awesome game. Haha. (:
I like the way you sound in the morning,
we’re on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard
I like the way I can’t keep my focus,
I watch you talk you didn’t notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together
(chorus)
every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I’ll shine for you
whoa oh I’m feeling you baby
don’t be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me
baby, I’m never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I’m gonna stay through it all so jump then fall
well I like the way your hair falls in your face
you got the keys to me I love each freckle on your face, oh,
I’ve never been so wrapped up,
honey, I like the way you’re everything I’ve ever wanted
I had time to think it oh-over and all I can say is come closer,
take a deep breath and jump then fall into me
(chorus)
every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I’ll shine for you
whoa oh I’m feeling you baby
don’t be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me
baby, I’m never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I’m gonna stay through it all so jump then fall
the bottoms gonna drop out from under our feet
I’ll catch you, I’ll catch you
when people say things that bring you to your knees,
I’ll catch you
the time is gonna come when you’re so mad you could cry
but I’ll hold you through the night until you smile
whoa oh I need you baby
don’t be afraid please
jump then fall, jump then fall into me
baby, I’m never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I’m gonna through it all so jump then fall
jump then fall baby
jump then fall into me, into me
every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I’ll shine
and every time you’re here baby, I’ll show you, I’ll show you
you can jump then fall, jump then fall, jump then fall into me, into me
I’ve had to say good-bye more times than I would have liked.
But everyone can say that.
And no matter how many times we do it,
even for the greater good,
it still stinks.
And though we’ll never forget what we’ve given up,
we owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward.
What we can’t do is live our lives always afraid of the next good-bye.
Because chances are, they are not going to stop.
The trick is to recognise when a good-bye can be a good thing, when its a chance to start again.
4 years have come and gone.
Memories, suppose to fade. But I will definitely remember the times spent in school. Outside school. In lessons. When we were having fun.
To all my friends I’ve made this 4 years, good byes will be painful but there are new beginnings. When we look back, we will remember the good times we had, the bad times we shared and the times we rocked on as friends.
I’ve made mistakes, I’ve lost friends, I’ve made friends. I treasure each and every moment that I’ve had. But life goes on.
To all of my friends out there from VS, all the best in your future endeavours in whatever path you take. I may not be there physically, but I’ll be there in spirit.
Anyway. I went to Temasek Poly with Aldrin, Daniel, Johan and Lynn on Wednesday. Before that went to school with my mum to give flowers to teachers. My mom’s like super sweet leh. Haha. So Temasek Poly was really cool. Like super big and the courses are like super cool can. Haha. Advised all the three of them that it is what their heart wants and not because a lot of them taking the subject.
The Design School’s cafe Chicken Cutlet with Nacho and Mushroom Sauce is SUPER SEXY CAN. Like freaking nice. Somemore so cheap. Haha. Super nice. Must go eat.
Then went to Safra and wait with them to play pool. I didn’t play la. Cos I went to Complex to wait for my dad and then went Hougang Mall to buy cake and flowers.
CAUSE IT’s MY MOMMY BIRTHDAY. Haha. SO AWESOME RIGHT. Yeah. We had a mini celebration and talked over cake. Photos will be up on Facebook soon. Love you mom. (:
Thursday. Was out with Dzafir + Jun Hao at LJS, cut hair and arcade. Then bused to Yong Jie house with Dzafir. Talked to him about JAE and the three of us (excluding Jun Hao who went to PAT TOR) went to Macs for lunch. Fattening can. Then went to Yun Han’s house and the 4 of us first went to Mosque then to LAN. First time played Laft 4 Dead. Super cool. Hahaha.
Well. Sad to say. Wednesday was also the saddest night of my life? Cos sometimes, when you really make stupid mistakes but saying stupid things, you really regret it. And I think I’ve single handledly broken a friendship with stupid things I do.
But I’m hoping for a second chance. If you are reading this, I’m very sorry. )’:
I know this song applies to me, meaning this is what the other person should be thinking.
You could break this silence with
words we wish we’d never said,
but I can hear it like a scream.
What’s become of you and me?
Are we still inside this night,
or am I going crazy?
I’m just trying to understand
who I was and who I am,
but you are changing just the same.
So can you tell me who’s to blame?
Could we put our weapons down,
just to figure this out now?!
Chorus:
Pride is out the door
cause I know we can make it before…
Make it before…
the sun breaks another day.
I wait til you say I’m the only one
Before we come…
Before we come undone.
If you say that it’s too late,
those are words my heart can’t take.
And this night is out to kill,
and if we let it will.
Could be both forgive somehow?
Cause I’m not letting you down now!
Chorus:
Pride is out the door
cause I know we can make it before…
Make it before…
the sun breaks another day.
I wait til you say I’m the only one
Before we come…
Before we come undone.
Bridge:
Watch out here we go
There’s no turning back, you know.
We can keep going round and round and round and round, so now…
Chorus 2x:
Pride is out the door
cause I know we can make it before…
Make it before…
the sun breaks another day.
I wait til you say I’m the only one
Before we come…
Before we come undone.
Pride is out the door
cause I know we can make it before…
Make it before…
the sun breaks another day.
I wait til you say I’m the only one
Before we come…
Before we come undone.
Wonder if anybody reads my blog? If they do, better COMMENT. haha.
Sunday’s church was kinda funny for me. Stayed back for a prayer session and they were praying for the O level results and people who did not have O levels were told to lay hands on those who did. Ray was sending beside me so he did. At that time my eyes were close and suddenly like 3-4 hands were on me. HAHA. Only did I realised it was the VS guys. Haha thanks so much my friends! (:
Speaking of O Level, I won’t dwell on it much or anything and don’t expect me to talk about my grades or anything. Just know that I am contented with my marks and I really thank God, my family and my friends for helping me and supporting me throughout 2009.
My family. Yes duh. Of course.
And my friends. Highlighting a few from my class, 4E. Ahmad, Aidil & Yi Wei who have been one of the greatest friends I can ever ask for. Leroy who has been ever so funny for the past 4 years. Brandon for always helping me. And of course, Yong Yang, for always supporting me in our monitor(ing) period. Haha. And yes, Joseph Tay, my fellow brother in christ. Thanks guys.
Out of class, of course. First on my list will be Saufi. For always being there to listen to whatever problems I have on MSN. And my best friends, Ryson and Aldrin, for always cranking me up with your jokes. For Lester, for being such a all rounder. Haha. And especially to Jun Hao, for being my BODYGUARD and bus buddy. Haha. (: And of course, Hafidzhin, I hope you get well soon. (:
There are a lot of people also and don’t worry I will thank each and everyone personally. (:
and of course, my dearest LIGHTNING. haha.
last but not least, my awesome godsister whom I haven’t seen in ages. she always remembers my birthday and always smses to support me all the way. thanks dear! (:
So yeah. Went back home with Yong Jie and went over to send DAVID off! Took 27 and it was like freaking long can. Zzz. Met with Aldrin. Really hope I can cheer him up soon. Then saw Rachel and met the rest at POPEYES! (:
Ran to T2 to see David off and STARBUCK-ED. Haha. Aldrin was super funny. BALL FACE. xD.
So yeah, went to Wheelock Place to get my book from Borders cos I haven’t used the vouchers. Plus went to Secret Recipe to get CAKE and dropped it off at a dear friend’s house. Hope he gets well soon! (:
Please tell me she sings better to Miley.
The city is sleeping but I’m still awake
I’m dreamin’, I’m thinkin’
What happened today
Isn’t right
I fold into the night
The flashbacks, the pictures
The letters and songs
The memories
The heart that you carved on the wall
It’s a shame
Now that nothing’s the same
Now the bridges are burned
And we’re lost in the wind
It’s time that we sink or swim
What about you, what about me
What about fairy tale endings
Were you just pretending to be?
I’m wondering
What if we tried, what if I cried?
What if it’s better tomorrow?
What if I followed your eyes
I’m wondering
What about me
You said it, you meant it
You hung up the phone
The talking in circles
It set it in stone
You were gone
We were wrong all along
Now the past is the past
And the bruises may fade
These scars are here to stay
What about you, what about me
What about fairy tale endings
Were you just pretending to be
I’m wondering
What if we tried, what if I cried
What if it’s better tomorrow
What if I followed your eyes
I’m wondering
What about me
Stay awake, you’ll fade away
I’m not afraid anymore
What about you, what about me
What about fairy tale endings
Were you just pretending to be
I’m wondering
What if we tried, what if I cried
What if it’s better tomorrow
What if I followed your eyes
I’m wondering
What about me
The city is sleeping but I’m still awake
I’m dreamin’, I’m thinkin’
What happened today
Is it right?
Oooh
and then like random people here and there. The leadership board. Ryson and his soccer dudes. The IP people like Jiang Han, Zhen Feng etc. Yeah (:
