Chillin’ out to Britney Spears “3″ on Radio 91.3. Haha. Free publicity.
Don’t worry guys! I’m not dead. Neither is this blog. Haha. I survived two weeks of the BIG Os. ONE MORE WEEK LEFT!.
Anyways, Kris Allen’s “Live Like We’re Dying” is out. His songs are like inspirational to me. And the video some awesome stuff. (: (Well, as usual Lynn Tan will fall in love with the video and him. xD)
The video’s not HQ but I guess you can see most of the parts. I wanna pick up my guitar and learn this song! (after Os though. xD)
Two Is Better Than One (Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift)
I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something ‘Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I’m left with nothing
So maybe it’s true, that I can’t live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you’ve already got me coming undone
And I’m thinking two, is better than one
I remember every look upon your face, The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste You make it hard for breathing ‘Cause when I close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we’re leaving
And maybe it’s true, that I can’t live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you’ve already got me coming undone
And I’m thinking two, is better than one
Yeah, yeah
I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life
And I thought hey
Maybe it’s true, that I can’t live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you’ve already got me coming undone
And I’m thinking
Oooh I can’t live without you
‘Cause baby two is better than one
There’s so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I’ve figured out with all that’s said and done
Two, is better than one
Nothing brings me down,
When you’re around.
It’s like zero gravity.
Life After You (Daughtry)
Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin’ out smoke on the side of the road I’m out here alone just tryin’ to get home To tell you I was wrong but you already know
Believe me I won’t stop at nothin’ To see you so I’ve started runnin’
All that I’m after is a life full of laughter
As long as I’m laughing with you
I’m thinkin’ that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we’ve been through ‘Cause I know there’s no life after you.
Last time we talked, the night that I walked Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must’ve been high to say you and I
Weren’t meant to be and just wasting my time Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I woule die here without you.
All that I’m after is a life full of laughter
As long as I’m laughing with you
I’m thinkin’ that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we’ve been through ‘Cause I know there’s no life after you.
You and I, right or wrong, there’s no other one
After this time I spent alone
It’s hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin’ ’bout the better times, must’ve been outta my mind
So I’m runnin’ back to tell you
All that I’m after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I’d do
All that I’m after is a life full of laughter
As long as I’m laughing with you
I’m thinkin’ that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we’ve been through ‘Cause I know there’s no life after you.
I don’t know but I think I maybe, Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should Keep this to myself Waiting ’til I know you better
I am trying, not to tell you
But I want to, I’m scared of what you’ll say So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of, holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I am trying, not to tell you
But I want to, I’m scared of what you’ll say So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of, holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
Can’t Keep On Loving You (From A Distance) – Elliot Yamin
How do I get close
When she looks like an angel
A moment of her time just seems impossible to me
It’s hard to find the words
To get to know this stranger
I’m scared of what she’ll say
If what I say sounds incomplete
And it feels like, we belong together
Can someone tell me where do I start?
‘Cause I can’t keep on, Feeling the way I do
I can’t keep on, Hiding my heart from you I gotta say something before
Someone else comes through I can’t keep on
Loving you, from a distance
She’s always on my mind There’s no room left for thinking
I’m tired of waiting, slowly fading
It needs to happen now (right now)
‘Cause I’m running out of time
And I feel this ship is sinking
The doors are closing
I am frozen
I need her around
And it feels like, we belong together
Can someone tell me where do I start?
‘Cause I can’t keep on, Feeling the way I do
And I can’t keep on, Hiding my heart from you
I gotta say something before
Someone else comes through I can’t keep on
Loving you, from a distance
From a distance
From a distance
From a distance
I can’t hide
I can’t keep on, Feeling the way I do
And I can’t keep on, Hiding my heart from you
I gotta say something before
Someone else comes through ‘Cause I can’t keep on
Loving you, I can’t keep on
Loving you,
From a distance
SORRY. I know I haven’t updating for very long but I’m been really stressed up and busy and everything. Yeah.
And GO READ. I’m not showing off or anything but I’m really proud of this article. Haha. Took me a lot of time to write it. Pity Red Sports didn’t put up much photos. I attached like 40 over but they put 4. Haha. But still, they gave me a really good chance to write about it so nonetheless I’m very thankful for that.
Just a short acknowledgement on the 3rd last paragraph of the article, I quoted that off Saufi’s blog WITH HIS PERMISSION so haha. Thanks Saufi!
Do give me your comments. I think I wrote horribly. =.=”
Although it’s on RedSport’s Twitter and Facebook which means a lot of peole reading it. Haha. xD.
Well. Soccer Finals was enjoyable but when I reached home it was not? Haha. I shall skip the details but I wanna congratulate the B Divsion soccer team for coming so far. To reach the National Finals TWICE in a row.
To Shuvod: Haha. Sorry they didn’t put up your picture but congrats on the achievements! (:
To Saufi: Thanks for all the match updates when I wasn’t able to go. And people will remember you for being there for all the matches to support the team. And for the pre-article posting comments on it. Haha. (:
To my best friend: Haha. Haler. Make it so far liao lei. 2 years of National Finals. Haha. Thank you for letting me enjoy an awesome match and congrats on how far you have come in VS ‘C’ and ‘B’ division team and even in Tampines Rover. Haha. JIA YOU. (:
Yeah. Those who wanna watch the match, I’ll post it on YouTube soon.
Need to get back to studying Amaths. Arg. Prelim 2 is freaking near? Less than 2 weeks? Less than 14 days? Less than 336 hours? Less than 20160 minutes? Less than 1209600 seconds? 1209599, 1209598, 1209597…
HAHA. Ok. JIA YOU PEOPLE.
Music Updates.
Headfirst (Selena Gomez)
*It’s leaked. So it may not be the original. Her debut coming out on September 29!!! (: First single on Sep 1!
Smile (Uncle Kracker)
You’re better then the best
I’m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that’s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it’s ok, yeah it’s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Even when you’re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Don’t know how I lived without you
Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Yep. That’s me. Everything about me. Around me. Is just SCREWED.
1. Studies
I can’t even start doing finish my Practice Papers because I’m not confident in my basics. And that’s thanks to my procrastination. Thanks to my wasting time. Dragging my work. I wanted to do well. I wanted to put in the effort. And even when I try, the results doesn’t come. And yet, even when I can’t do well, I feel like a freaking nerd. I suck at sports no matter how hard I try to train and stuff. Just a typical failure in school.
Screwed.
2. Friends
I had always wanted to be a really good friend to people around me. To really lend a helping hand. To share the joy. To share the sadness. To share the love. And yes, I say love because I know that besides God and my family, the next people to love is my friends. And I always believed in that. But I let my friends down. I can’t go out thanks to me being grounded. I can’t reply smses because my phone’s confiscated. I can’t stay back to help my friends cos I need to go home straight. I can’t help them in studies cos even I can’t cope with it. I haven’t been the best friend to those that trust me. I have best friends but I don’t even know if they feel the same way on our friendships. And I have no one to turn to.
Screwed.
3. Looks
People say looks is not important. But look at the world around you. Everything out there is 75% on looks? Studies have shown that better looking people have more friends. And I know I’m ugly. And I don’t deny that. Face it. I’m one of those that was born without looks.
Screwed.
4. Family
I know many of you guys know that my parents are really harsh and everything but I do make my mistakes too. And I made my parents really hard broken this time round for lying to them. I have never seen my mother so sad in her entire life and I know I am the cause of it. Yes, they may be really harsh on me and I know that sometimes I really cannot take it. But I guess they are not to blame. I’m the son in the family and its my duty for me to listen to them. Why argue? Now my parents have already given up hope on me. Why? Why do I have to be such a useless son and brother?
Screwed.
5. God
The person that I always trust in my time of need. And yet time after time, I have failed him countless(ly), asking for his forgiveness. But this time, I dare not face him after what I’ve done.
Screwed.
I’ll just fade into non existance. I’ll go to school. I’ll pretend that I’m not there. I’ll ask people to pretend I’m not there. I’ll just go home after whatever lessons I have and then go home to study. And I’ll sleep the night. And when the day begins, I’ll go through the same cycle.
Don’t bother replying or commenting. I’m of non-existance as of now.
My second post of the day. Time passes real quickly huh? It’s like 100+ days to O levels.
I’m feeling really strange this week. Like I suddenly lost the zeal and passion to get back to my revision. It’s really tiring to do work when there are so many things to cover and at the same time, your parents are “berating” you for not doing well even after so long.
I’m trying very hard to stay motivated but it’s very hard. Like I feel hollow inside.
Random talking to people is kinda interesting though.
Today was a SO-SO day for me though I found out I have to go Biology and Chinese remedial. Biology I understand. But Chinese? I’m doing well considering now. It’s not the best but at least I know I can improve. Making me stay back on Fridays is like torture. Yun Han kennaed too. 64.8. How suay. Cos those who didn’t get B3, A2, A1 had to go. And I missed B4 by 1.0. =.=”
Contemplating on whether to appeal out.
Caught taking lift 2 days back. Not a very good story though considering I take the lift RARELY.
Joseph was eating burger alone. Haha. He was quite random cos before I joined him, he just sat down there and stared into blank space.
Alex(ander) was super funny. He told me his friend went to tell the canteen aunty (in chinese) something like: “…Not like this rich ANG MOH here”. Haha. xD.
Had a short chat with Ryson at the canteen. We haven’t catched up with one another for a super long time. (Yeah, I can’t go church and today’s “LIGHT THE WAY”. AWW MAN. Shucks. ): ). Yeah. We were talking about NFA and soccer matches.
Went home with Yong Jie. Thanks for lending me “Breaking Dawn”.
Haha. Yeah. I guess you know what I mean from the post. Big Bang and 2NE1 updates. I’ve been into this 2 bands like from last year. Awesome songs they sing and dance to.
First up!
Top Of The World (Big Bang)
You can probably ignore the last 4 minutes of the song cos there’s no nothing. =.=”
Gara Gara Go!! (Big Bang)
The chorus changed to the Korean version. xD
Then 2NE1. The newest band in town. Haha. They are freaking good. And some of their songs are produced by RedOne (The guy who did “Just Dance” for Lady Gaga.)
Their new 1st MINI ALBUM.
I Don’t Care (2NE1)
Reminds me of Lady Gaga’s “Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)”.
In The Club (2NE1)
I love this song the moment I heard it.
Let’s Go Party (2NE1)
It’s very rythmic and I like. Haha. (:
Pretty Boy (2NE1)
I also like. Haha. Listen at 1.35min. Haha. It’s funny but nice (:
Stay Together (2NE1)
This is the only song I’m NEUTRAL about. I don’t really like it.
That’s all peeps. Enjoy! (:
PS: There’s another post to come. And I’m reading “Breaking Dawn”.
